Continuing those 99 Powerful Questions

From here. Maybe these questions will help me figure myself out a lil more. ;P

41. Am I moving in the direction of my dreams?

I feel that I'm finally starting to figure out what that looks like. So, yes, slowly but surely.

42. Do I tell others what I really want?

Rarely. I'm afraid to be thought of as selfish so I tend to keep that to myself and just do what others want.

43. What does my ideal day look like?

I would wake up to the sunshine and go to my spot (a favorite comfy chair with Bible handy). Then I'd go speedwalking on the beach before coming home to make breakfast for my family. Then it's off to work teaching children who are excited to learn with people who I genuinely like being around and who respect and encourage me to develop more. Go pick up Caleb, seeing his face light up when I walk in the door, and head home to play with my son. When Brett gets home from work we'd spend time together as a family until Caleb goes to bed, then just he and I would cuddle up and watch a movie (unless it's a night I can go out with good girlfriends). I'd spend some late night hours creating art because that seems to be when the inspiration hits me and eventually succumb to my dreams.

44. Where do I want to be a year from now? Five years from now? Ten years from now? Twenty years from now?

1~ Working at a school closer to home.

5~ Possibly in a larger house since our family will be growing by then. ;)

10~ At 35...hmm.... wherever God wants me to be.

20~ I want to be relaxing into the life I have created, pleased with the choices that led me there, and having fun with my family!

45. What does my ideal living environment look like?

Clean enough that I don't feel distracted by all the piles of nonsense, full of sunshine, colorful.

46. What would I do if I had no fear?

Tell people who I am and what I really think and feel.

47. What would I do if money were no object?

Be a stay-at-home mom working on my art and writing children's books.

48. What excuses am I making?

We can't afford for me not to bring in a large income. I have to keep my job because all out medical insurance is on me. I can't show my full self because people will reject me.

49. Do I enjoy what I do on a daily basis?

Usually.

50. Am I on the right path?

Currently.

51. Am I kind to myself?

Not as much as I should be. I am my WORST critic.

52. Am I kind to others?

Everyday.

53. Do I take things for granted?

Probably. How can I really ever get sad when I have a roof over my head, food in my kitchen, clothes on my back, and health in my body?

54. Am I doing what matters most right now?

Right now I should be feeding my son and putting him to bed. :P Gotta go!

55. Is there an area in my life that needs more attention?

HA! What area doesn't right now?!? I need to focus on being HEALTHY in every sense of the word.

56. Do I make the best use of my time?

This giant TV needs to die already!

57. What can I do right now that would make the biggest difference in my life?

Get outside every single day. My whole perspective is altered when I encounter sunshine. Seriously.

58. What am I avoiding?

Walking on the treadclimber.

59. What am I tolerating/putting up with?

Passwords on home computers. THAT IS SO STUPID!

60. Do I have specific, measurable goals with clear deadlines?

I need some! I'm going to write them down, really. I've got to have a list.

To be continued....